How Much Longer? I have to stay strong.It's going to get better.I can't give up now.For my father. My mother. My sister. My brother. My family.It's getting so hard.My heart is giving out.I don't know how much longer I can smile.Tracks of tears are starting to form.These cracks are starting to show.My fire is starting to go out.How can God be so cruel?Haven't you put us through enough.We were all happy. Why can't we stay that way?I keep wanting to believe my own lies.But how much longer till we will be fine?Is it over yet? Will it ever?